I don’t love you…

These words go round and round my head. I don’t know if you’ll ever hear them; if I’ll ever have the strength to say: I don’t know if I’m ready for this.  The rings. The commitment. The long-term plans. Time is stretching out in front of me. A month feels like a decade. A year […]

The noises in my head..

I’m trying to pretend this doesn’t hurt..that this doesn’t tug on my emotions. The moments constantly play on the big screen behind my eyes. The things I did, the words I didn’t say. It feels like it happened years ago though it feels like less than 7 days. I am drawn to you. No matter […]

Got brains?

I haven’t been myself lately. I’d like to blame it on an increase of time spent on public transport – sitting within arms distance of strangers who are heavy handed with deodorants and perfumes or the ones sipping strange chemicals in the corner. I know that this is not the culprit. It’s not the big […]

All I need is now.

I can not pretend that this will be a typical blog. The terms Mother, accomplished author, celebrity, important, powerful, talented and interesting do not apply to me. I do not know what will come of this. It may be appreciated or it may be ignored (most likely the latter). This will be consistently inconsistent. Blogging […]